Self destruction
My head is killing me I feel it in my brain.
My wrists are burning I feel it rushing out of my veins
My stomach is growling cause I havent ate in weeks
And I hear someone at the door but I cant get on my feet
I wouldn’t really answer though cause I don’t know who
And I cant shout out cause ive cried too much over you
My throat is killing me cause ive swallowed down too much help
Help in forgetting you im desperately killing myself
Ive drank poison but youre not coming to kiss my lips
Ive found and used a blade but youre not coming to wrap my wrists
Now what am I to do, im dying over you
Im self destructing 5 4 3 2 1
Now its really being done
The world is fading fast, I see my past
And I guess I did it for nothing cause I still see your face
And now my heart is beating at an almost zero pace
So ill not be going to that place in the big blue sky
But see you in the next deserved world.
Hell….. Goodbye